The Be Free Podcast
Episode 09: What We Want

Episode 09: What We Want

July 4, 2016

Have you ever taken a moment to stop and recognize all the ways you are inhibiting other people from loving you? How many things you are hiding, how many things you assume about the way they'll respond to your truth, how many things you wish to change about yourself before you share your story with the world. 

Love doesn't wait for you to come around.
Love doesn't hold out until you've found your groove.
Love isn't a goal you can achieve.

Love is yours, now. There are real people in the world who will love you with reckless abandon. These are the people who know who God is and what God is. God is made of love, and God made us in love.

This episode is about how I finally started to recognize a pattern in the way that people filled with true love were responding to my heart. This episode was written in hopes that you would find people who would do the same.

Peace and freedom my friends <3
Episode 08: Be Free

Episode 08: Be Free

June 27, 2016

You know that moment when you something has happened and you know you will never be the same because of it? That person says something or treats you a certain way and your entire view of the world and life is flipped upside down and there is no way you can continue living the way you've always lived?

That's what happens in Episode 08, and let's just say, the story in Episode 08 is meant to be just that for those who take a listen.

Also, there is a HUGE announcement at the end of this episode that I am so excited to share with you all about! It's going to bring people f r e e d o m and I am PUMPED about it! Can't wait to share.

Peace and freedom my friends!
Episode 07: “You Have Power”

Episode 07: “You Have Power”

June 20, 2016

As much as seeing Kyle made me shiver with shame, we decided that we would try something that most people would advise against; meet up and talk for hours every week. Zed was skeptical of our plan, so he decided to investigate whether or not this strategy could really be beneficial. 

At the end of this episode, I am sharing another huge part of my soul; music. The song I am sharing is a cover of a Josh Garrels song entitled "The Children's Song". During this time in my life, I would listen to this song on repeat, as the lyrics consoled me that life would be difficult, but we can still have hope in the fact that Jesus has overcome the world.

I am also so excited to share with you all an idea that I've been dreaming up for a few months now: but I won't be announcing the plan until next week- because the dream came from a realization that I go through in next week's episode. It is going to be so fun and amazing and it will really help a lot of people find freedom. 

Peace and freedom to you all!
Episode 06: “This Needs to Change”

Episode 06: “This Needs to Change”

June 13, 2016

With the taste of freedom after coming out to my guides, I continued to begrudgingly take steps towards healing. It was then that the last person I expected decided that they needed to be a part of that journey.

Episode 05: A Crack in the Soul

Episode 05: A Crack in the Soul

June 6, 2016

I never knew I could want what Ally had until she unashamedly shared the deepest and darkest parts of her story. I never knew that I could possibly do that too, and it may just end up being right.

Episode 04: The Wedding

Episode 04: The Wedding

May 30, 2016

A celebration of love becomes my living nightmare.

Episode 03: Bitter Loss

Episode 03: Bitter Loss

May 30, 2016

"I wanted to be capable of taking care of myself, loving others, and doing my job. I knew it was time to start taking the painstaking steps towards healing, and I knew exactly what the first step was: 

Kyle.

I had to tell him all the things I said to him everyday throughout the year when he was too far away to hear. I had to confess my unreciprocated feelings for him, while facing my dread of coming out to him at the same time."

Episode 02: Spiral

Episode 02: Spiral

May 23, 2016

When I found out Kyle fell in love too, just with the wrong person.

Episode 01: A Savior

Episode 01: A Savior

April 27, 2016

I grew up praying for God to send me someone to save me from my imminent doom. But when that person came, my future became a whole new level of doom. I fell in love and I fell a p a r t.